When you feel so tired, but you just can't sleep,
The sounds in the night don't make a peep.
Goodnight spoon,
Goodnight moon,
In the morning you drink coffee with sugar to taste,
Add too much
And it's like love gone to waste,
A useless spoon, a whole new discount.
Gleaming Mercedes roll down the street,
The mass infection, hidden and discreet,
As society digs it's hole,
Rearing it's ugly head, an angry mole.
Don't they know they're being swallowed,
By a pack of wolves, always followed?
Disruption Corruption and Interuption
I'm late for work, where's my coffee?
Those spoiled little brats,
Dirtly little sewer rats,
Violin less
When you feel so tired, but you just can't sleep,
The sounds in the night don't make a peep.
Goodnight spoon,
Goodnight moon,
In the morning you drink coffee with sugar to taste,
Add too much
And it's like love gone to waste,
A useless spoon, a whole new discount.
Gleaming Mercedes roll down the street,
The mass infection, hidden and discreet,
As society digs it's hole,
Rearing it's ugly head, an angry mole.
Don't they know they're being swallowed,
By a pack of wolves, always followed?
Disruption Corruption and Interuption
I'm late for work, where's my coffee?
Those spoiled little brats,
Dirtly little sewer rats,
Violin less
ITLL ALL BE BETTER IN THE MORNING .
But will it?
Fighting sucks the energy out of you
It should be illegal
To put so much into
Getting your point across
Drained
I feel drained
People say that all the time
Sort of exaggerating
But when you actually do
Its a formidable atrocity
It doesnt go away
You can only try to tame it
So as you slide into bed
Feel your head sink into the depths
Wonder
Who can hold me?
Well, sleep can
If youre lucky
You wont have dreams
Being drained wont come after you
You can just sleep
Like youve had some draug
DUST
My God
The way from my house
To downtown
I've walked down so many times
I'm suprised it doesn't turn into dust
The same complaints
The same arguments I overhear
From my parents
My God
My ear will turn to dust
The same worries and lists
Rolling round and round
Like tumbling laundry
Through my head
My God
My mind will turn to dust
If you put
Salt and ice together
Can you pretend
It's a diamond in the rough?
OCEAN
Sliding out and receding diagnolly
Go in
Go out
Skirt right
Skirt left
Like a blue-shoed blue-skirted dance
I think I'm like
The ocean sometimes
Always changing
But somehow never making
Any progress...
I don't think life is
Much like a postcard beach
Of the refined white-blonde sugar
And pool-color water
Perfect white caps of foam
Like a cappucino
No...
I think it's more
Something like
Rocks that look prettier under water
Thick, congesting seaweed
Water which changes with the sky
Scratchy sand
But people there laughing
The ice cream selling
In spite of it all
BITTERSWEET
Honey in tea
Sugar in coffee
A letter from a friend
That's far away...
An A- on a test
An ease in an awkward silence
Chocolate
Late arrivals
Those strange visions
In your sleep...
That are somewhere in between
A nightmare and a dream
Waiting in line
The hope of tomorrow
Movies or books so perfect
You know life can't actually happen like them
Unfinished voicemails
Half-open windows
A picture in a frame
That contains secrets
Leftover food
The change left after buying something
A reward with conditions
Pleasure with reprocussions
Something you know can't be
But which you wish to hold for a second, anyway...
GOOD ENOUGH
Sometimes it feels
Like nothing I ever
Say or think or write or do...
Will ever be
Good enough
But "good enough"
Compared to what
Exactly?
With persepctive
You can only measure by yourself
I probably just need
To get through it
With something to show for it
Let's see...
What else do I need?
Well,
I need enough time
To pass lucidly by
So that the things that used to get under my skin
Will be nothing more than a memory to laugh upon
Maybe I just need
To take it in bit by bit
Feel the pain and happiness
Equally
Because sooner or later...
They'll all just be memories
Those memories will be good enough
Thos
IN THE STORM
Entangled
You ask with pleading eyes
"Help me
Because I can't help myself"
When someone gives you
A subtle yet loyal promise
But then something happens
You find you can't say
What you were longing to say
Planning to say
Bent on saying
No,
Instead you lamely
Make an excuse
It just didn't work out
Maybe your fortress bends
Maybe you bleed a little
While trapped in the storm
Maybe you just sit there
Tired of the fortress failing
Tired of shadows
Maybe for a while
You let yourself get muddy, soaked, and chilled
Doubts fill your mind
You can't shake the feeling
That the doubts are reasonable
Have any of the
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I haven't done a journal for a loooooong time. SO! Time to catch up. (Just from xmas on tho).
I had a GREAT christmas. I woke up and got dressed and went downstairs. Sittin on the couch I thumbed through my stocking. Kinda (an understatement) dissapointing. I got some expensive facial wash, a Burt's Bees skin care set that included shaving cream, aftershave, bar soap, and lip balm. It smelled good, but not something I usually get in my stocking, usually it's an iPod or something... So I looked through some more and as always there was chocolate coins. But then, I saw a shimmer, something in the other room. NOW, I was excited. When Mom and Da
I felt so depressed today. I feel like I have no friends. Only enemies. Like no one likes me and I just need a corner to go die in. It feels like no one will ever have a crush on me, there's no point in liking them in the first place. I get rejected every time and anyone I ever like always likes someone else, has a boyfriend already, or is hooked on 10,000 guys except me. I feel like no one ever gives me a chance to be nice to them or even talk to them. No one ever sits by me when we get to pick our own seats and I only get talked to if I'm the only person in the class that isn't talking. *Sigh* I just want to get tomorrow over so I can go to
Hey all you friends out there! Happy October, a time of harvest, corn and pie! Time to fatten up on candy and Thanksgiving foods so you can attempt to burn it off in the following January! Aka that's me! Jk Im gonna try not to eat all my candy and potatoes, I'm gonna actually try to stay slightly trimmed down than the before-years. My parents are in Thailand for the next 15 days. My dad went there for business and my mom got so jealous she bought a ticket and said Wait Up!
I really like the words to the Coldplay song "Yellow" on the Parachutes album.
"Look at the stars, look how they shine for you! And everything you do,ya they were all yel